As I was moving all of my things into my room at BV, I found the prayer journal I used my freshman year. Opening it up randomly, here is the prayer that I found (judging from the contexts of prayers around it, I would say it's probably from early December of 2009.)
"Where do you want me to be, Lord? I desire to follow You, and I feel as though Your call for me is more than I could handle if I knew it now - that You want me to do great things for you. Help me to accept whatever plan you have for me with open arms and an accepting heart."
Thinking back to what I was like freshman year, I know I never would have imagined the ways God has used me in the past year and a half. I never would have thought myself capable of doing some of the things I have done. I never thought I would meet so many people whose hearts are so committed to following God's call, and I never would have thought I could learn so much. But God is faithful. He knew exactly where to send me when I told Him I was willing. He knew exactly what I needed to draw near to Him and be completely dependent on the plan He laid out for me. Although I have had many tough days, I can see that my Lord has never left my side, and I know He never will.
The summer is over and I'm transitioning into another year of classes. I know things will continue to change in my life and in the ministry in Storm Lake. I have no idea what God has in store for us, but I know His works here will never cease to amaze me. I know I will continue to be in awe of His great love that I can't even comprehend. And I know my prayer will remain the same: I don't know what you have in store for me, Lord, but keep using me. Help me to accept your call with an open heart, and let your Name and the name of Jesus be glorified throughout Storm Lake.
"Then Jesus came to them and said, 'All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.'” - Matthew 28:18-20




























